Well, today it really is 6 months. I never thought I'd make it this far -- not because I thought I would fall and fail, but because it all seems so impossible. How can he really be dead, this beautiful wonderful man I have loved so utterly?
It still seems unbelievable that he is gone. And I still don't know how I'm going to make it through this, but I guess it's enough just to know that I will.
Thank god that times like Sunday night don't come too often, and thank god for this place where people have felt the same things.
And I thank each of you for offering me your support and compassion. You know how much it means.
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